Confuzzle

the blackness starts to spread around you.
you feel it and you know its back.
it frightens you, makes you want to run away,
to somewhere far away.

but its not strange at all.
you feel the same feel of chill and moist.
you sense the familiar scent and you know everything's back.
you thought everything was done,
you thought it finally went away.

but once again you were wrong.
coz obviously it found you,
and right now it's sitting here beside you.
the watery eyes won't fade away...
and you know it.
the tears you locked up are breaking free...


you sit there. knowing that if you move,
everything will be worse, like the last time.
then there it was.
it dropped.
everything fell.
you finally remember how it feels to cry.
the same time you remember how it feels,
to cry with rain.
everything left from where you kept them,
for so long. you waited.
you knew you did.
and now that its back,
you avoided it coz even though you waited,
you never really wanted it.

confuzzle.

that's what its gonna do to you.