To drop

Kisses of rain filling every inch of my window as I sat there wondering how a friendship could end with just a snap. Not even knowing what the reason was or the fault at least of an innocent mind, maybe sober but the fact silence ended every word and sentence left upon to act what was left to do. The need to have cherries ontop of my sundae and my bananas in my cabana would be the best thing left. Thinking bout random things sliding through my head. Thoughts and laughter, the inchy spots on my face. Signs that something there's still beating. And yet the numb fingers of mine would just itch my way into the confusion that's awaiting, the subtle actions I've come to find comfortable. Here you are again puzzling every bit of pieces I found and completed. Making a whole new picture that would confuse or perhaps, confuzzle the mind again. Experiences were too precious to be entertained into the minds of an innocent girl. The innocence that gave life to the fairy. Imagination completely blanketing through the body trembling with fear to come out and live life. Believing every lie told that is to be lived as she grows into the teenager she's become. And yet the lie as she lived it would cause the confusion she's crying from. Tears she hid under the rain and came this umbrella from the guy she's come to like. The touch of his hand mattered a lot as the warmth of his body accompanied her chill. Silence. Missing the experience to fill chill and laughter with you was wasted. It wasn't gonna come and yet looking outside my window made me want it more.

Let us kiss the rain and hope it'll last for the taste is nothing but sweetness, something you'd want for always and forever. <3