Boom Boom Crackle.... crackle

Here you can be anything.
I think that scares you.
I've been here before but only by myself.

What giving up gives you and where giving up takes you.
I've had and I've been.
Here in center frame, there's only air.
Just enough space to fit.
I said it out loud over and over but what do I know.
I said it out loud but it did not help.
I'll stop now.
Just so I can hear you I stay up as late as it takes, as long as it takes.
I promised I'd see it again.
I promised I'd see this with you now.

so Just Watch The Fireworks (by Jimmy Eat World)

sitting on a mat folded up with memories. secrets that were to keep stayed hidden. but as you go further into the woods, will you find the words to say. once you bid goodbye for old times sake. would you still cry when you step on the plane. will you get to say goodbye the next time you say hello. or will a hello be one fear for one more goodbye. so maybe we needed one more chance to have a good talk within the heart. tell me once and i'll tell you again. one more friend took off into the end. but friendship will have no end. will it? coz the wanted truth lied through the days. telling us everything to remember. will you be remembered? a sophknight running away. a company has a price to pay. but will i ever see you coming back home? or will past be the one to handle such problem. let me stay grounded and stable as you walk away from this world we lived through and kept. as hidden secrets stay under the arms of every circle and bottle spinning endlessly amongst the girls whispering through secrets. but as we leave and close the door behind us, the bottle continues spinning. keeping them safe inside til the end. keeping everything hidden til never comes back. will we get to visit come again adn talk the way we did? or will it all be gone until our own age? tell us everything we need to know. whisper to us everything we hope to know. for every world that grows within will be a part of whatever's behind.

talk to me through the night as we bid our good bye. under the same moonlight lit and the same stars glowing. listen for the beep beep and the whispers to be forgotten. coz every thing we held onto was let go of and everything we went through was remembered. but this night and this day will always be unheard of except for the two girls who stared up front. blinking through the tears. winking through loneliness and wanted company.

let me just have one night to remember. another balcony. but now with fireworks. hush. dont be scared. lets just watch the fireworks. :-)