See me as the tears start to fall out

See, as the wish upon a star gets too old? Its when you start to lose the tears to cry for that you know you're officially crazy. Its when you start to wish for more wishes and then wish for more when you don't get that one thing yet that people start to think so too. It's when you start to waste your time thinking about what could've beens instead of the present that you know you miss him. Its when you start to lie to yourself about what you feel that you know you're going way too far. Its when you start to starve that you begin to think that you're empty inside. Its when you start to tell yourself to stop missing him that you know you can move on. One more wish left upon a star for just you and nothing more. We'll see if you come back or not, and if you don't then wishes will never be the same again. So every night i'd be staring at the night sky searching for answers if you were to come or not. But if you never will then I'd have to learn and if you will...